Hello VeryBadLady,
Do you have a Mentor ingame? Would be good to ask him/her or a Guild member maybe who plays Summoner too
Also since the Patch yesterday you´re able to try out a build and reset it (with the WoD you´ll have in the Post) if you don´t like it
Also maybe you want to ask in the Allods Discord - people usually answer there faster.
Greetings!